It's been about 10 days ago now since I first heard the name 'Ronnie Williams'.
How I wish I never did.
First, I heard that dogs had 'disappeared' from his kennel.
And in reality, that was true.
They did disappear, for three or four weeks, during which their final days were unimaginable.
Racing greyhounds 'disappear' all of the time.
They break legs, backs or necks on the track - and they 'disappear', never to return to the racing kennel.
They get loaded onto haulers when they are no longer competitive - and they 'disappear', never to be seen again.
They 'go back to the farm' for breeding, and 'disappear' after they are no longer useful.
I've come to believe that for many people in the dog racing industry, the racing greyhound's 'disappearing act' is an unspoken truth. An unfortunate reality. A cost of doing business.
But perhaps, even for those of us who know the truth, ignorance is bliss. For those of us whose hearts break at the thought of any greyhound suffering for the dying sport of dog racing, 'disappearance' is a whole lot easier to deal with than hard, cold facts.
Ronnie Williams' racing kennel full of greyhounds didn't 'disappear'.
Their deaths weren't 'a cost of doing business'.
And thankfully, their murders are no longer an unspoken truth.
The emerging facts about their suffering and deaths is more than hard to deal with.
I am haunted by it, and I know many others are too.
Ronnie Williams made a conscious decision to starve 40 - 50 greyhounds to death.
Over a period of 3+ weeks, he left those dogs in their stacked wire cages in a dark building with no food, no water, and no freedom.
They lay for days on end in their own urine and feces, and he purposely deprived them of sustenance.
One by one, they died. And as the smell of decomposition seeped from the kennel building, he covered up his heinous acts with lies.
He walked into that racing kennel every single day, striding past innocent lives teetering on the brink of death, and past those who'd already perished.
He hardened his heart against creatures who wanted nothing more than to live and to be loved, and he let them die, one by one, slowly and painfully.
For anyone who has shared their life with a dog, let alone a greyhound, imagining the final days of those greyhounds' lives is heartwrenching. The grief that I have been feeling for those dogs is impossible for me to express.
I treasure every day with our greyhounds. I feel lucky to have them, because I know how easily it could have been that they didn't survive their 'racing careers'. I appreciate every day I have with them, because I know it could be their last.
This past week, loving them and living with them has been particularly poignant for me. Looking into their loving eyes, and watching them play, sleep and eat has made me thankful for the lives my greyhounds have, and heartbroken for the greyhounds whose lives Ronnie Williams so heartlessly, cruelly ended.
In loving memory of the Ebro greyhounds - I will never forget.
We were so shocked to hear about this dreadful story over in England.
ReplyDeleteThank you for that sensitive and very moving post about it.
It's sad that this had to be written at all, but it is a thoughtful tribute to those poor dogs.
ReplyDeleteMy initial reaction is to be shocked, extremely sad, disappointed and angry that evil, heartless people are among us. I use these emotions to remind myself of why i volunteer for my local greyhound rescue and to share the pure joy I receive from my sweet hound, with everyone we encounter. Thanks for sharing your sincere thoughts and emotions. I hope it inspires others to open their hearts and homes to all four-legged sweet souls that are so deserving of our love and care.
ReplyDeleteHi Winnie - thanks so much for finding my blog and your kind comment.
ReplyDeleteHi Vic - thanks for keeping in touch and visiting. You're exactly right - it's terribly sad it had to be written at all.
Anonymous, I'm so glad you found my blog. Thank you for supporting greyhound rescue and for loving one of these beautiful creatures.
We must hope that this terrible event results in an improvement of Florida's policing of dog track facilities, with more frequent inspections and more stringent standards. And that it's a lesson to all operational dog tracks to work hard to ensure the well-being of the innocent dogs whose lives are at the mercy of the individuals who operate racing kennels.
Hi Jen
ReplyDeleteThat is shocking and I still cannot shake the images of greyhounds starving to death. There seems to be so much suffering in the greyhound racing racing world and now this.
Thank you for your well said tribute.
Hi Karyn,
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for reading it, and for cross-posting it on your blog - http://www.endtucsongreyhoundracing.com/blog/
I cannot shake the images in my mind either, and this memoriam doesn't scratch the surface of what I know so many of us are feeling.
Hi Jen,
ReplyDeleteThat was beautifully written and still so fresh in my mind. Thank you for the tribute to those selfless angels. I, too, will never forget.
Nan
Hi Nan,
ReplyDeleteThank you for visiting my blog, and for your kind comment.
Your greyhound is adorable. :-)
Jen
Dear Jen, I have just come across your blog and I am so touched by your entries and obvious devotion to the plight of our gentle sweet Grey Angels. No dry eyes here. I recently lost my best friend, Dolce Vita (Sweet Life). She was at one time a magnificant little white girl with black eyeliner and soulful eyes. She came into my life at the age of 18 months. I thanked Heaven every day because she was a "failure". She suffered a great deal even in retirement and even though I gave her all the love I could and medical care I could ill afford. Various health problems plagued her to the end...I could not save her. I didn't know about the evils of dog racing until I moved to Pensacola. They have a Greyt organization there and I adopted Vita sight unseen. We marched with the others and their Greys in Foley Ala. when it was found that dogs were being taken there and shot...to save money. It was clear many did not die immediately. We marched for the people of Foley. To show our support for the Good people there, save for one horrifically misguided man. And then Ebro. I came across the story by accident in 2011. I felt ill and a great anger boiled in a knot in my gut. Ronnie Williams, if you do not pay for your egregious sins on this earth, you will in the next. I keep waiting to hear about the April 7 hearing but can find nothing. Williams, whatever the State of Florida does to you it will never be enough. And when you are free and alive, unlike the beautiful angels you cared so little for, many eyes will always be on you. I apologize if this entry seems especially harsh. But my heart is broken by my loss of dear Vita and the crimes at Ebro I can barely fathom. You are right Jen, we will never forget.
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